Me : “I am feeling a little bit conflicted…”

Ex-roommate : “To be honest, when you start to feel conflicted, you have started to bend.”

……yeah. How can a person be so greedy, wanting him to like me and but don’t want to give any answer to him?

Me : “My thinking is just not coming around yet… *sigh* I have been straight for 20 years.”

Ex-roommate rolled his eyes : “What century is this, is it that difficult to admit that you like someone of the same gender?”

I thought about it and organized my words : “No, I just haven’t figured out whether I like him or not.”

Ex-roommate : “…so what is it actually?”

Me : “Let’s say, I am attracted to his face now.”

Ex-roommate : “……………………………”

Me : “And with him so good looking, coming to tease me, how can I not get charmed???”

Ex-roommate : “I think he is okay-ish… too beautiful, a bit feminine.”

Me : “It’s this kind of feminine face! Me like.”

Ex-roommate : “…OK. Then I don’t know what to say. Go and learn more about his, err, his inner beauty?”

I will go to understand that.

First of all, I browsed the school forum and found out that I was really ignorant. He has a lot of confession post, 3rd year Mech Operation Department German Garcia, the Male God of sports department, has countless ‘little sisters and brother’6, the drinking water bottles he gets from a single basketball session can circle the basketball court one round7. Very polite, polite even when refusing your confession. As of now, no stable relationship is confirmed, it may be because the Operation Dept is quite tiring.

Polite?? I hope these ‘little sisters and brothers’ can come to see me in the dormitory, where I asked him 3 long questions, and he gave me an ‘En’ without even looking at me.

Height 196, weight 190, size… eh?? Wait a minute……! Something strange got mixed in the bio!! Fortunately, there weren’t any strange numbers… um… there are a few weird pictures though!!! A few photos enlarged a few times of German excitedly playing basketball……………………….

Alright. I silently saved it down. Attached in the post were a few more pictures, most of it were photos of German playing basketball. The photographer mastered the light very well. In one picture, German was half-squatting with his hand on his knees and looking up at the rebound. The sun was shining from behind him, the silhouette of his side was amazing, and every strand of his hair were floating. He opened his mouth slightly with his pupils narrowed, and he looked carefully at the front, sweats were shining on his fair skin. My gaze swept over his handsome face, his Adam’s apple, his strong arms and slender legs…

Suddenly choked on a big mouthful of saliva! I patted my ‘little brother’ that woke up in an inappropriate time.. and glanced at the sleeping German from the crack of my bed. His sleeping face was also… can’t see anything. German has buried his head in the quilt, revealing only a head of fluffy hairs. But that is also very cute!!