Chapter 227 The Bitterness of Love

Zhang Yunyan was envious of the masters in the world, like Cloud-reaching Crane Bai Yunfei, Cloud-reaching Dragon Zhang Lianhu, and Cloud-reaching Swallow Yue Xiaomei. She wanted to have their magical skills.

She thought of the friend who fought together with her last night, Shikong, and was very emotional. Her benefactor was also a master with great kungfu, who was far better than herself.

When would she be able to break out of her own little world like these masters in the world? When could she let the bad guys be scared when they heard her name?

This was a delusional wish, a beautiful dream. She was afraid that in this life it would not come true.

Zhang Yunyan thought of Shikong, and her heart was difficult to calm down. The voice of the benefactor was very similar to that of her fiancé, and it was unforgettable.

When she thought of Shikong, a familiar figure flashed out immediately. It was Jiaxiang. Then she felt endless pain. If her fiancé was alive, how good it would be. They could accompany each other as husband and wife, and they would have many kids playing around them. How nice and happy such life would be.

Unfortunately, Jiaxiang had left forever. She lived alone in the world, and she was both painful and helpless.

When Yunyan thought of her fiancé, a handsome face appeared in her mind, and she sighed.

He was the second prince of Tianyue Country, the man of the alienated world, and also a beautiful man who Yunyan was in love with. The beloved had been blocked in the ancient times thousands of years ago and would never be seen again in this life.

Zhang Yunyan deeply loved the second prince. Unfortunately the person she loved did not belong to her. He was the husband of another woman of that era. She could only dream of being a princess.

She could not accompany the second prince for life. She could only bury the fruitless love in her heart and in the block of thousands of years of time and space. She could only miss and love him in vain, tasting the sweetness of love and swallowing the bitterness of having no results.

Yunyan took out the jade ring sent by the second prince, rubbed it and looked at it, and her eyes were wet with a sigh.

She put the jade ring on her wrist and looked at it while touching it. She felt sadder. This jade ring was given to the second prince by the queen. It was originally for him to give to the future wife, but it was in her hands in the end.

This was the deep love of the second prince to her, and was a manifestation of his desire to become her husband. Unfortunately, she didn’t belong to that era, and would not become the princess of her beloved one. She could only miss and love him in vain.

Perhaps the man from the alienated world was also missing her. He hoped that the piece of jade could give some love and comfort to the beloved and soothe the bitterness of having no results.

In her thoughts, Zhang Yunyan felt the sweetness of love and the bitterness that she missed him but could not own him. She was afraid the bitterness overweighed the sweetness.

She was deeply in love with the man from the alienated world. In her thoughts, another figure flashed in her mind, and she sighed.

That was also a beautiful man who looked exactly like the second prince. He was Du Xiaotian in the world today.

Yunyan had a deep affection for Du Xiaotian, not only because he looked exactly like the second prince and would naturally share some of her love, but also because of the life-saving grace. The gratitude would make it hard for her to forget.

Du Xiaotian was not just a handsome person. The most precious thing was that he looked very like the second prince. Regardless of his physical appearance, his age and voice were similar to him, and they looked like the same person.

Facing such a beautiful man who resembled the man of the alienated world, Yunyan couldn’t help but miss him and love him.

When she missed the second prince, she would think of Du Xiaotian, and would miss him naturally. She and the second prince were blocked in the different world, but she and Du Xiaotian belonged to the same era, and maybe they would meet again.

In Yunyan’s mind, the second prince and Du Xiaotian were already the same person. The two of them looked so similar that the images in her head could not be distinguished clearly. As for whom they were, it depended on which one Yunyan thought of. Sometimes, she was afraid that she couldn’t tell the difference, she would miss the two men alternately.

Zhang Yunyan thought hard about the second prince but could not get him, and naturally she would think of the substitute Du Xiaotian. She hoped to often see the “second prince” of this life, so as to appease the endless thoughts of another elder man in the alienated world, and to ease the bitterness of futile love.

However, even though she already knew Du Xiaotian’s home was in Taoshu Village, Yuanshan County, she could not find him, and it was still hard for them to meet. As for the “second prince” in this life, he could only stay in her thoughts.

Yunyan deeply loved the second prince. The existence of Du Xiaotian not only failed to soothe her bitter soul, but also made her miss him. In addition to the man from the alienated world, the “second prince” of this life also touched her heart and added a new sorrow.

Now, Yunyan felt distraught and bitter in love. She was entangled by four men, and her heart was hard to calm down.

When she thought of her fiancé, she thought of Shikong who sounded alike, and when she thought of Shikong, she naturally thought of Jiaxiang.

When she thought of her fiancé, she would think of the second prince who she loved with no results. The second prince’s figure was mixed with Du Xiaotian, which made her think about the two men who were similar alternatively.

The four men all had a deep friendship with Yunyan, and they had left a deep mark on the heart of the beautiful girl, which she couldn’t forget.

Needless to say, Zhang Yunyan loved her fiancé. She loved the second prince deeply, which was also certain. She had deep feelings for both Shikong and Du Xiaotian, which was due to her gratitude.

She missed the four handsome men, but unfortunately none of them would become her husband.

Jiaxiang had already passed away, and they couldn’t get married in the different world.

The second prince was not a contemporary, and they had said goodbye.

Shikong was a Buddhist, so naturally he would not marry Yunyan.

Even if Du Xiaotian hadn’t married, he wouldn’t become her husband, and it wouldn’t even be easy for them to meet. Perhaps they wouldn’t meet each other for this life.

There was also a handsome man who had left a deep mark on Yunyan’s heart. He was Cloud-reaching Dragon Zhang Lianhu. She was very grateful for the salvation of her benefactor, and she silently loved him. However, she consciously knew that she couldn’t love the man of a higher position. With a sense of inferiority, she still couldn’t eliminate her love. She would silently love him, long for him and have imagination.

It seemed that Yunyan and the elder men weren’t meant to be together, so she could only miss and love them in vain.

Although they were not tied together by destiny, Zhang Yunyan still missed them and would never forget them. Her heart was going to be entangled by these five men, and she would feel the sweetness and bitterness of love.

This would be her fate. Her experience in life had been difficult, and she was afraid that a beautiful love would not come true.

On the quiet Qinglong Mountain, a gentle call came, which was heart-warming.

Zhang Yunyan turned her head and looked at it. It turned out that it was two birds that were following each other. She was touched. The chirp was so pleasant, so the birds must be expressing love to each other.

Yunyan sighed and felt sadder. The birds were pursuing love and could live happily in pairs, not to mention people.

Where was her beloved? Where was the good love? When could she get married with her beloved?

In her thoughts, Zhang Yunyan returned to the reality. Remembering the horrible night, she was still terrified.

Jiuyou Sage and the Four King Ghosts were too cruel, and their hex was too terrible, causing Black Tiger to die, and she was almost buried deep underground.

All in all, she was still incompetent. If she had a marvelous skill, she would not be hunted down by Jiuyou Sage and the Four King Ghosts so bad, and she would be able to compete with the devils.

Zhang Yunyan was very sad and eager. When would she be able to meet a master, learn from him, and cultivate profound exercises?

Not to mention those admirable heroes, even devils, like the vixen Misty Flower and the hateful Black Killer, were also enviable. In contrast, she was far behind those demons and monsters, how could she not be discouraged?

Yunyan wanted to learn how to use one move to control the enemy. She had not been able to do so for more than a decade. She was afraid that there was no hope in this life.

Everyone wanted to be an unbeatable hero. Zhang Yunyan, despite being a woman, had also been praying hard.

She needed profound skills to fulfill her longing for revenge, to live well in the world, and to realize the aspirations of this life.

Such a desire was beyond reproach, and it was the same with everyone. In the long run, no one would be satisfied with the current status, so there would be endless desire and longing until the end of life.

Zhang Yunyan was not ordinary. Her martial art was superb, ordinary people couldn’t be her enemy. However, in front of the person with the magical power, she had become an insignificant little person. She was unable to compare and compete with them.

With her current skills, it would be difficult if she wanted to realize the long-cherished aspirations and the ambitions of this life. There would be constant dangers, and she would be even unable to fulfill the long-cherished wishes.

Yunyan thought of the tragic death of her parents, her brother Yuntian and sister Yunxia. She thought of the hatred of the family of her adoptive father, and her enemies who were still out there… Her eyes were moist. Anger was raging in her heart, and her beautiful face was a little stiff.

Zhang Yunyan remembered her recent revenge experience. It was as if she had died, and she was almost killed by her enemy Yan Xiaopeng. She was still terrified and angry about it.

The revenge taught her the lesson of blood, and it was deeply remembered in her heart.

Yunyan was very grateful to Cloud-reaching Crane Bai Yunfei. If it hadn’t been for Bai Yunfei’s rescue, she would have died.

She thought of Cloud-reaching Dragon Zhang Lianhu and smiled silently. The benefactor saved her life and became a good friend with her. She felt relieved when thinking about it.

She was envious of Bai Yunfei’s magical kungfu, as well as the two monsters who seriously injured herself in the Yan house.

The two monsters, a man and a woman, were just like the young monk Shikong, they had magical skills. She had no ability to fight with them, and she felt resentful and admired when she remembered it. She was eager to learn that magical ability.

It was sunny, mountains were vibrant. Birds were flying, butterflies were dancing, flowers were gorgeous, and fields were fresh. Everything was quiet. It was relaxing to be here.

Zhang Yunyan was bitterly resentful. Demons such as Black Killer and Misty Flower relied on strange powers to do evil things everywhere, but she who upheld justice didn’t have such skills, which was unfair.

Reality was reality, and jealousy was useless. With the existing martial arts, even if she used all of her skills, she would not beat the demons. How could she kill them for people?

Yunyan knew that the road ahead was doomed and difficult to walk, and she did not know how many crises and dangers would be encountered. However, she wasn’t afraid, knowing that there were tigers in the mountains, but she still chose to go into the mountains. She would walk steadfastly until the end of this life.

Now, Zhang Yunyan often thought of two names, which were Shikong and Turtle Elf.

In her thoughts and memories, Yunyan had another feeling of Shikong and her heart was unrest about it…